Current location:	the floor
Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	perfect world

angst meet shelbs....shelbs, angst.....

well i'm full on confused right now, some of you know what i'm talking about.

it's the person i like, i'm not gunna name them incase they read this i'll be too embarressed to look at them again. so lets just call them 'jinny'

well, the other night i told jinny that i liked them, but i think they may of taken it as i like you as a friend not as i like you, which is how i ment for it to be. maybe i should just give it more time you know

they are still hurt by there last realtionship, as am i.......

*sighs*

maybe i'm just a wishful thinker, hoping for soemthing that wont happen.....
i invitem jinny to bikkinicon, my cosplay pool party, they said they'll try and come to the best of there abilitys, i hope they make it.


on a different note

i hate nicks friends...justin most of all, and the chubby one, i hate them both
justin talks shit on me to nick all the time, even have names for me like 'blood sucking women' or the old stand by 'whore'

b/c you know, nick never did anyting wrong....not like he didn't break my heart time and time again.......no not at all

and then theres iris......i just dont like the bitch..........thats all


well i'm gunne go eat some mac and cheese and watch the food network

<3