10000 gods and demons [08 May 2007|10:07am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Fushugi yuugi-perfect world ] so i've been thinking lately, why do i suck at relationships? well, maybe i'm just picky, maybe i need to just calm down. or maybe people need to be educated and talk like a normal person without referencing 4chan or something totaly stupid every 10 seconds. maybe i should open up, let people in easyer.....................ohhh yeah that will work........................... perhaps i should not be as shy as i am around someone i like.....  ....................well that one can't be helped, i suck at telling someone how i feel so i revert to the old 2nd grader crap of making fun of someone and running away it could be that i'm just up tight............................no no...................i effing hate stupidity...................dont fuck with me on that stuff........................ should i show off the lady parts more?.................well i dont wear pants on a normal basies and most days i dont care........... *sigh* maybe i should i give up.................who knows, i'm still holding out on that 'someone just for me' stuff..........god i feel emo right now.......... any way on a lighter note, i got to ride on the motorcycle with my dad last night, i haven't done that in like 2 years, it was fun, i forgot how itchy it makes your legs though, from the wind hitting it. also i got a new job at the 579 in parkcity, they seem nice and it's a small place so hopefully there will be less dramu then at old navy with all those damned high schoolers and bible beaters..........but who knows well <3 i love you all! 3 comments|post comment

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